We each have needs, desires, and wants. We are all meant to live as abundantly as possible. Life is a series of events consistently teaching us to remain unwavering in our attitude. Attitude is everything. It is the difference between being in a box of self containment, or tearing the roof off and living vibrantly. Self containment is simply living as if the sky is falling; as if the day is never going to end.
I have made many choices recently, to live as if I had all of my hearts desires. To live as though I were a reflection of the universal love we all have access to. Being human causes me to forget these choices; i get lost in my head sometimes and I have to remember to pretend my reality into being.
I had the most memorable four months I can ever remember, just a sip of a love I never had imagined. It was something that you won't ever forget and something even harder to let go of. Men seem to have a harder time with this stuff than women do. I think it's simply because we aren't as tuned into the Earth as well as women are. Whatever it is, I know that I was given a gift and I hope that one day I can re-open that feeling with someone new.
Love is all around us. It is the smile from a stranger, the changing color of the leaves, the strong shine of an unwavering sun, the hug from a friend. Love never dies, it just changes form, ebbing and flowing, waxing or expanding but it never leaves. We must remain steadfast and noble in our development to realize this truth. We must have had to suffer a false belief in our losing it at one point or another to finally realize this simple truth. Love is all there really ever is.
Choosing love over fear is simply a choice, it a matter of perspective and of living. The more life in your years the more you can truly allow yourself to grow towards love. To coalesce and ultimately merge with the innate power of the universe. Someone once told me that I was worthy of such love, because I existed and the universe does not create meaninglessly. Truth be told I shed tears of joy upon hearing that, because I have struggled with worthiness my whole life.
I choose to dwell on what is right in my small world. I choose to see the experiences of my life as brave and bold choices that have propelled me into an existence worthy of love. I need to thrive and so the love I give is merely that which is then given unto me, but I don't give love expecting to receive its bounty, I give love for loves' sake. Our ever unfolding lives reflect this dynamic, the more love you give the bigger your world expands.
until next time...be well
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